you are not worth my time

energy

effort

or love.

I don’t want to care about you

I don’t want to have to give an effort to someone who doesn’t even realize it or returns it, its a waste. and I’m.sick.of.it. 

you always make me feel like a fool. 

I should just stop having expectations

I feel stupid for liking you 

YOU ARE SO STUPID.

WHY CAN’T WE JUST BE LIKE NORMAL PEOPLE

WHAT IS WRONG WITH US?!?!

I love how you get so excited when you talk to me

at the most random moments too 

:’) 

you are…… 

I feel like I’m lying to both of you … sigh

ok this just doesn’t hurt for you. like do you even consider what position I’m in and how this can hurt me? Do you think its easy for me to hear you keeping things between you and her I mean what could be so bad? but ok. I guess I’m done trying to even pry into you two. Honestly I’m tired. and I think it’ll make me a lot happier if I just stop trying with you. 

you. really suck sometimes. 

you can’t be super sweet to her and use her as an excuse you like her fool stop lying to me.